the light at the end of the road

2008-11-12T17:13:00.001+08:00

I am going to reply tags today (:

Catherine: OKAY. We must come back many many many times okay? And make it seem like we have NEVER LEFT CEDAR. (:

Beaunice: yupp. I WILL MISS you loads. (: and I will VISIT you OFTEN. :D

Charmaine: I’m coming to HUG you darling! (: And I WANT a camp galore outing (: I LOVE CAMP GALORE 2008!

Anger: Thank you (: and all the best to you too.

Abby: okay. I will link when I have the time (: and I’m not a BEANPOLE okay? :D

Jane: okay. (: And you are my new school mate AGAIN! But I really LOVE cedar guides!

2008-11-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP!

it was really funn and memorable
one that i will never ever forget.
thank you all for making it a WONDERFUL one.

And i think although michael phelps may be jinxed.
i dunno.
with so many people sick and going home
i think we still did a GREAT JOB
we persevered through
although there was a lack of people
lack of help.
And i hope you get well soon Vidhya!
you gave me a freaking fright that night!
haha.

I really love campfire.
And my angel...
for writing me THREE letters
thanks for being so so so nice
and for the winnie the pooh (:

I will never ever forget that night.
thank you beaunice and abigail for coming to find me right after the campfire
thank you abigail for the so many hugs and tissue paper.
thank you camp galore seniors for finding me that night
thank you for those pats and words you said which i will never forget.
thank you for the billy banja and the sofy cheer we did
thank you for that moment
thank you charmaine for the long long hug
thank you ms chin for those words of advice
thank you all for the words of comfort

i will never forget camp olympics
but
ready, set, don't go!

2008-11-04T21:41:00.003+08:00

oh my gosh.

I am missing cedar already.

I'm missing lessons in cedar.
I'm missing the times eating during recess.
I'm missing the times when we laughed together.
I'm missing the times when we did projects together.
I'm missing the gossips we shared.
I'm missing staying back for guides session.
I'm missing everyone in 2A
I'm missing people in guides.
I'm missing my patrol mates.
I'm missing the scoldings.
I'm missing the lectures by ____.
I'm missing the faces of everyone.

I'm basically missing everything and everyone of you from top to bottom LOADS and LOADS.

Annual camp is coming soon. I hope its okay. i dunno. i'm kind of dreading it. Cause its my last camp with guides. And my patrol is not sunflower, so I can't spend my last camp with my patrol mates. How sad. :( I'll just hope it turns out okay, it doesn't need to be wonderful. I wonder if i will cry on the last day of camp. Probably not. i don't know. Feeling kind of low lately. how?

Don't give up.

2008-11-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KASPER, i LOVE you!

thanks for being such a wonderful pet.(:

2008-10-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

who was the one who gave me love,
encouragement,
joy,
emotions,
life?

Yupp. many people did. The whole of 2A, all the sec 2 guides, luo ting, zhen yi, and my patrol mate.
BEAUNICE.
yupp. i first met you during my first guides session. And you were late. but i doesn't really make a difference. Does it? no, you just entered my life from that very moment. and i'm thankful for that.

oh.
And i will visit you often.
call you often
sms you often.

and do not worry, cause your patrol mate of yours,will continue...
supporting you
encouraging you
to do sunflower proud,
to do cedar guides proud,
and to be a company leader. (:

i'm sure you can do it.
if you tried just a little harder.
And i know you will.

GO, beaunice, GO!

2008-10-23T20:27:00.004+08:00

my eyes really hurt a lot. and my nose is stuffy. its probably because of the crying.

Today is my last day i am attending school in cedar. And i was really heart warming.

I LOVE 2A <3
you guys really rock.
Thank you 2A for giving me:
- strength
- joy (:
- tears ):
- laughter :D
- comfort
- life
- faith
- FRIENDSHIP
- a sense of home
- LOVE <3
and most of all...
- memories

Thank you all. Everyone. Each and everyone of you. Without you, 2A wouldn't be the 2A now. Though we may be seperated. distance is never a problem. Because our friendship is true, too pure and true.

PURE LOVE AND NOTHING LESS!

1 acorns / 2 amplitude:
Luoting
Zhen yi
Catherine
Shor peou
Jolene
Ashley
Varsha
Yuan jing
Natalie
Yan Tian
Boon Hui
Candia
Sing yi
Julene
Yu shu
Hanis
Charmiane
Si jia
Marie
Syahirah
Sharifah
Aishah
Hui ju
Cheryl
Preethi
Levina
Sherilynn
Vivian
Deborah
Shu jia
Ka hei
Felicia
Xin ying
Gloria
Sudhisha
Me

Without each of you my life would be incomplete. And thank you so much for leaving me precious memory, each of them carefully locked in my heart. (: i love you 2A. I really do. And i will miss you.

also, thank you ms wee. Though you were strict and we pissed you off at times. Thanks for being such a wonderful and caring teacher who always tries her best. Thank you. (:

okay, i am crying again. And i think i will during annual camp.

haiz. It was fate that brought us together and fate that torn us apart. But it was fate who gave us trust and friendship which will never break.

I LOVE YOU, 2A <3

2008-10-18T20:49:00.004+08:00

Today--- South division day

yes. i love singing session. and all the cedar guides.yes.

I think i replaced someone for modified netball. ya. So i played. And i so needed cedar shorts that i actually changed my shorts with a sec 1 guide. And it was kinda' tight. BUT thank you so so much to that sec 1. (:

then after that we played against serangoon gardens which we won. (: thank you serangoon gardens! yupp.

After that i visited the BABOON... okay, balloon queen and princess who were twisting balloons. ANd i know how to twist a dog, a stalk, sword and heatt ok! and that A-Cat just burst a balloon in front of me and it went into my shirt. pfft. >.<>

Then after that we went to play netball against s_c_g_s. oh. and i can tell you the BOOCH really sucks. it just left a bad impression on everyone. they were insolent, rude, violent and wadeva you call those people. and they are guides. Believe it or not? ok, i don't know and i don't care. (: Not that i'm a good and perfect guide, but at least cedar guides is miles better then them!
yupps. (: and my frined said cedar guides were very sporty with good sportsmanship. :D :D :D good job! And in the olympics, people with real sportmanship are the REAL WINNERS even if they lose. so that means CEDAR GUIDES = WINNERS (:

hmmm... i'm sure i will miss cedar guides loads and loads when i leave for vjc :( remembering all those COOL people, NICE people, FUNNY people and the HAPPY people.

okay, tmr i'm rushing silver badge with LUDAN ( not lutan). so must jiayou. oh. and congrats to the people who took part in the telematch, scrabble and... (i forgot). haha. And a BIG BIG thank you for everyone who gave encouragment and cheered.

LONG LIFE CEDAR GUIDES!

2008-10-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

Freedom writers is seriously a FABULOUS show. With lots of meaning. (: I LOVE IT.

NO justice and NO peace.

hmmm... i am really feeling lousy today. and i think during my 2 years in Cedar, i haven't done accomplished a single thing or even did something to change someone else's life for the better. Or i didn't even try.

but i will try... or maybe its too late.

oh. But good luck to all the people in 2A going for coals and become oals! ( i really want to go but i can't, how sad can it get. its so fun.)

ok. thats all today. shall blog when i have the time. (: haiz. my dog just shitted and pee-ed all over in the tray. an dif thats not bad enough, he pee-ed on the mat and i STEPPED on it. argh.

Today just isn't my day.

2008-10-09T20:29:00.003+08:00

phew. today was D-day. and yes, i almost died.

Results was okay but not up to standard. i deproved i think. ya. ESP SCIENCE. i really love science so i don't know how i just totally screwed it. ( maybe its because of some sucky teacher)

Hmmm... that means i have to really work very hard next year in VJC. haiz. i feel a headache coming on.

totally flushed.

Oh. and don't be too sad for all those who didn't do to well or meet their targets cause there are still people who share the same worry. (: cheer up.

2008-10-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

i am scared. very.

I am scared of the truth.

I don't want to know my marks for my screwed exams.

I dare not face tomorrow.

Thank you.

To all the people who went out with me on monday. thanks (:

To all the people who responded to me saying "ce suo"

To all who gave me a wonderful life here in cedar.

I really dread tomorrow, cos' its D-day

but i really look forward to the people.

2008-10-04T10:35:00.002+08:00

Screwed exams are finally over. But i still have to do my tuition hw. :(

Went out for peeps yesterday, and we just wandered aimlessly and talking crap. argh. Boredom. ya, and thanks to that i am given a whole list of chores to do. Hmmm... we will be going bowling and shopping on Monday but i haven't ask my mum for permission. freaks.

i kind of miss guides sessions. okay, that was random. but that reminds me that I have only 20 days left in cedar with these wonderful and crappy people. haha. Shall take lots of photos (: but i'll be coming back!

okay, i just finished my speech for tuition on abolishment if capital punishment, death penalty. (some parts of extracts of cat's speech)

He stood still on the metal trapdoors, the sound of his heart pounding echoed in the room enclosed by four cold concrete walls --- his last memory he had of Earth. A thick-coiled rope hung around his neck as his hands were tightly bound behind his back. These tormenting moments seemed to pass slower then before. Then with a sudden tug, another life was lost.

Every year, thousands of lives, both innocent and sinful, are lost through capital punishment worldwide. Lives that we human beings have no right to claim. So, what exactly is capital punishment? It is a death penalty calling for the execution of a person by the state as punishment for a crime. The abolishment of this death penalty has sparked many controversies worldwide, causing some countries to abolish capital punishment. But what exactly are the reasons for the abolishment and why do some people strongly support the implementation of the death penalty?

There are millions of people worldwide who strongly support the abolishment of the death penalty mainly because of this reason: there is proven risk of executing innocent people.

The avoidable killing of an innocent person can never be justified, in any circumstances, as factors such as overzealous prosecution, mistaken testimony, inept defense counsel and seemingly conclusive circumstantial evidence can result in a person wrongly accused of a crime, which costs his or her life. Surveys have shown that 125 people on death rows have been released with proof that they were wrongfully convicted. What if the people who were not released were innocent? Wouldn’t the judicial system of a country that is suppose to be upright and fair be killing innocent people just because of their decision and assumption?

Also, as the saying goes, “To err is human.” Since everyone makes mistakes, shouldn’t everyone be given a second chance to repent? By executing criminals, we are denying them the chance to repent their crime, turn over a new leaf and even possibly emerge as a reformed and useful member of society. Two wrongs can never make a right, Killing them will never un-do what he or she has already done, so what is the point? Thus, leading many people to believe that the death penalty is taking away the opportunity for people to repent and thus, strongly believe that this penalty should be abolished.

However, there are still many people who believe in capital punishment mainly because they feel that it acts as a deterrent to others. This death penalty evokes fear in people who have an intention of committing atrocious crimes like murder. Thus, preventing re-offending and new people from offending. Most of the times, people take capital punishment and the executing of criminals as a mean of retribution, allowing family members of the victim to diminish the pain and hatred boiling in them.

In conclusion, the abolishment of capital punishment, the death penalty has both its pros and cons. Capital punishment may just be a punishment for a person’s wrongdoings to some, while it may be an ultimate, irreversible denial of human rights to others. What exactly is the right choice, to abolish or not to abolish? All this lies in the mindset of a person and the angle in which you look at. Thus, I would end with this saying, which may change your mindset or strengthen your mindset. “If you don’t rape the rapists, molest the child molesters, or rape the rapists, then don’t murder the murderers.”

(: my stand: abolish capital punishment

2008-09-30T21:38:00.002+08:00

screwed.
It was all screwed.

English --- the vocab was like err... chim.
Higher Chinese --- was like huh? whats that word.
History --- Writing 4 sbqs and 2 essays in kike such a short time was like breaking my hand . Freak. and i crapped the whole way through and there were missing conclusions. -.-
Science --- Totally screwed and horrid. i went blank just looking at section c. and the seeds and starch and the AGAR JELLY. pfft.
Literature--- The poem was hard. i wonder if the waltz was meant to be ironic...
Geography--- was the only thing which wasn't so screwed. And our maths freak wrote like 6 pages?

Next: maths
I'm kinda' sure there won't be enough time. so i shall chiong like crazy. Maths freak will be like " okay wad."

So, i really hate this year exams.

Quote of the day:
It's 1935 and it's Maycomb. Alabama, and we're making a step - its's just a baby step, but it's a step. --- To kill a mockingbird (the play)

2008-09-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

thank you god,
for giving me courage
for helping me stand up to the truth.
amen

I broke the rule but did NOT commit a sin. and i am thankful for that. (:

hmmm...

i am still learning how to die.

2008-09-12T22:18:00.001+08:00

Coming together is a beginning. Keeping together is progress. Working together is success.

i love this wonderful quote (:

2008-09-05T15:13:00.002+08:00

yay! congrats to me (:

1. i am left with one more mindmap for geog!
2. i did 15 mindmaps in a week!
3. i managed to go shopping on monday and tuesday!

but i seriously hate studying... and i got a stupid headache now.

All the best people, and may you enjoy mugging!

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEBORAH!
( i think i got the date correct. is it 4 sept? )

2008-08-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

Thank you peeps for being so so so sweet. I really LOVE <3 you guys.

And thanks to everyone who made my fourteenth birthday and my last in cedar a really______... i don't know what's the adjective... its just a mixture of memorable, sweet, lovely, funny and i dunno... just wonderful. (:

But i would really like to thank these people...

Beaunice, Catherine, Luo Ting and Xue Piao: for the BIG BIG jar for things to eat and for putting up the banner on the board (pic on luo ting's blog :D) and for decorating my table with gold ribbon and a balloon :) its really nice. thank you. oh. oh. And the super nice and big ORANGE BALLOON!

Abigail and Beaunice: For the wonderful hand drawn notebook. (esp. abigail for drawing the HEARTS >.<)

Ashley, Yuan jing and Nat: For the whole lot of sweets and the cup. (and nat for thr tiny card. But what was THAT incident??? is it the ruby screaming?) oh and the card!

Deborah: For the card which was really really nice and the shell, cake and keychain... don't worry i will come back so you can shake me (: (why so serious?)

Zhen yi: For that wine glass and the dewberry biscuit! i put it in my display cabinet!

Boon hui and jolene: For the stuff doggy! (;

Levina: for the nice chocolate and being such a Wonderful table partner!

hmmm... i can't remember anyone else... but if i missed out, PLEASE tell me :D

oh. and all those people who WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I LOVE YOU ALL...
And thinking of leaving makes my heart ache...

After that, me, cat, xp, luo ting and marie went to the national library for our STUDY DATE!
it was fun fun fun. <>

once again, thank you.

my miserable life

2008-08-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

today... school was okay.
And i finished reading the book: Pretty Little Liars. ( that yuan jing lent me ) ya. and it was kind of nice. but i am still blur about the ending... And it left me wondering if my friends would be like them in future... i wonder if they have trust in me or will they betray me in future. BUT I AM QUITE SURE MOST OF THEM AREN'T LIKE THAT... actually, i think all. cause i trust them (: But its was really really nice. :D

oh and good news: i finished my history notes and starting on geography! YAY!

and sad news... tmr is my sad birthday. :( it will be my last in cedar and with all my crappy funny friends....
and there is a study date tmr!!!! i think. :)

oh and BAD news: i realise i am a kind of lousy for a guide cause i broke so many laws... D:

but i am glad that:

YESTERDAY IS YESTERDAY
TODAY IS TODAY
TOMORROW IS TOMORROW.

so everything will start fresh anew each day and ends on that day...

2008-08-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

tired of mugging...

taebo was fun fun fun!!! And say hi to...
my daddy: Badi
my mummy: Levina
my grandpa: Preethi
my grandma: Hanis
my grand-auntie: Catherine
my auntie: Xue Piao
my uncle: Natalie
my cousin: Luo ting
my brother: Yushu

And there are more!!! oh... and my short coconut tree: Zhen Yi!!!!

okay... i am guilty of blogging... brfm.

2008-08-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

THE COLD

i like it cause it makes me sleep.

i hate it cause it makes my hand cold and i feel so sniffly.

don't feel like mugging... though the date draws nearer.
wonder what i shall do on my birthday... there are 3 options:
1. go back to my primary school and maybe play basketball.
2. go on a study date with mugger's club (not confirmed)
3. go out to eat and catch a movie with the very nice people.

Which one?

Its another boring cold monday...

2008-08-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

pfft.

end of year coming up, and so...

THE MUGGING SEASON OFFICIALLY BEGINS AGAIN

and 6 more days to my birthday!

2008-08-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today was fun fun fun. :)

First period: english
mrs r.w seemed nice today. don't know why. perhaps because i am happy. :D

Second period: Literature.
ooh. i am starting to like lit. and i better cause i need to prepare for language arts next year. pfft. but POEMS ARE NICE. i want post the poem mrs lam showed us which was so funny yet meaningful.

Third period: chinese
It was kind of like a reading session. and i just found out that ms wee's chinese magazines are actually quite nice to read. oh wells.

Fourth period: history
It was a bit boring and i was trying to do my notes. but what she said sounded interesting. so i stopped doing my notes. Wonder how i got through that entire lesson...

RECESS!
as usual ate with the MUGGER CLUB ppl. haha. We are going to mug every tues and thurs recess and alternate mondays... Must beat the evil super duper mugger! haha.

Fifth period: MUSIC
I really LOVE playing the guitar. i like the sound. finally knew how to play that ode to joy. still need to work on that yankee doodle which i think copied the song from barney. hmph. and that crappish C major which i have no idea about. :(

Last period: FREE
it was suppose to be maths. but mr ang didn't come. cause i think he was on medical leave. BUT me and xp had fun writing these in cat's handbk:

CG -Catherine Goh, Cedar Girls, Cedar Guides, Crappy Grapes, Cunning Giraffe, Cute Girl and sth Goose. I forgot haha.

I LOVE GUIDES
I LOVE FOOTDRILLS
I LOVE PT
I LOVE SUNFLOWER

yay!

2008-08-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

10 more days to my birthday! ( and its teachers day on that day too.)

i was doing the poetry revision for lit and i really like these poems:

My People

The night is beautiful,
So the faces of my people.

The stars are beautiful,
So the eyes of my people.

Beautiful, also, is the sun.
Beautiful, also, are the souls of my people.

Langston Hughes

The way he decribes the beauty of the blacks is really simplistic but nice and cool. (:

2008-08-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

why why why of all people must it heppen tous? i thought it went well. Then all was lost. :(

I really need you, god, right now. I really do. badly. please help us out of this conflict, out of this mess, out of this problem. thanks you lord.
Amen.

Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. - Psalm 27 :14

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. - Hebrews 11:1

2008-08-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

I feel bad today. Cause I did something wrong.
something that broke the guides law.
something that god will not be pleased in.
It may not be serious but it is done.

Its a sin.

sorry.

please. forgive and forget.

please.

i hate changes. i like to stay the same. but i can't cause i have to move on.

and i'm afraid.

help. I cried in a daze.

2008-08-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARIE!

i love the orange lollipop. (:

2008-08-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE NDP. here are some pics of the squad 2008...

Sunflowers! nice and bright taken by BEAUNICE TOH JUN YING!

2008-08-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

NDP was GREAT!

i love the ndp squad of 2008. <3
sadly, its must last year in ndp. last year in cedar celebrating national day...

i kind of regretted it. but no use regretting, we MUST ALWAYS LOOK AHEAD in LIFE.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

i kind of love footdrills now. and to our seniors: thanks a lot for being so patient with us and guiding us. :) yups. xp said my hat seemed to BIG cause my head is too small. but my brains are big ok? okay. joking. :D oh. me and cat changed behind the grandstand today cause the toilet was kind of full. haha. okay. i am sick but it kind of helped cause noone was there. YES, and i love community singing. and JUMPING! :D i will miss national day and the squad loads and loads. I shall post some ndp pics which Beaunice took --- next time. And they are really NICE. she is a future professional photographer. partly cause her cam is cool.

After that we went to J8 to watch the Dark Knight which was kind of like a lit movie. and there was like the two-sided face and thigs about heroism. I think the JOKER is really COOL. And batman ... i dunno. he doesn't seem like the star of the show. I think i ate too much and squirm too much in my seat... haha.

AND THANK YOU TO THESE FELLOW BUDDIES:

Catherine: for pon-ning tuition to catch the movie with me!
Zhen Yi: who shared with me the popcorn which i ate so much. actually she wanted to share with me.
Luo ting: FOR BEING SO NICE!
Beaunice: for the wonderful photos you took. ( i won't let those people boss you and luo ting around. :) )
Shor Peou: for being so Lame? okay la. for coming. :D

Thanks peeps! i LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!

2008-08-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

I LOVE NDP

2008-08-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING

but i will try to stay in guides.
i will try to visit.
i will try.
i will.

sorry to disappoint you.

2008-07-31T18:23:00.001+08:00

psst.

i screwed up science history, chinese oral and comphre. :( and maths was D: SAD.

tmr is lit. the last test! but i hope i turns out well!

And the more i think if i should go for ip, the the more i don't want to go and leave behind everything. BUT another side of me wants to go.

Am i being too greedy?

jiayous for ndp. :)

2008-07-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

MUGGING SEASON OFFICIALLY BEGINS

2008-07-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

sun up, moon down.

as day pasts

without me noticing...

2008-07-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

hello.

I decided to make the blog open cause some people complained that it is very troublesome to type their email and stuff. so ya.

I am feeling very LOST now. okay... i don't know if i should leave cedar or stay. If i leave, i will miss guides which I love <3 and all the very very very very nice people around me. But if i stay in cedar, i will miss a very very very good opportunity. :( I have up till 7 august to decide. but i still can't decide. although they said we can continue our cca which means i can continue guides, i doubt i will have the time to come back and besides, i am not sure if the school even allows. as in cedar. D: i really DON"T KNOW. And i DON"T WANT TO KNOW. I HATE MAKING DECISIONS. cause once i go there is no turning back... hmmm....
if you are reading...

please tag your opinion...

for now, i will just enjoy my life to the fullest.

take care.

love cedar. love guides. love 2A. love the people around me.

2008-07-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

PISSED.

I wanna die but i can't.

cause there are still so many reasons...

that tell me that i should live on.

2008-06-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

heyy. today was okay. (:

And there were really lots of funny things today. :D
okay... firstly, SEL lesson was so funny. okay. here's the joke:

Q: Where am I now?
me: I am in class.
Q: Where do you want to go?
me: The canteen.
Q: Why do I want to go there?
me: to EAT!
Q: How will i get there?
me: RUN!!!

( the questions were written by ms wee and we were suppose to answer it using our weakness) >.<

SO, MY WEAKNESS...
BEING A GLUTTON!

okay...
then came Varsha's joke:
1. A horse went to the bar. Then the bar man said something like," Why do you always pull a long face?"
2. A teacher asked her student to spell H2O. Then the student said," h,i,j,k,l,m,n,o"

Got the joke? okay nvm. Shall crap another day!
jiayous peeps. :)

2008-06-29T15:07:00.001+08:00

erm

renovating

2008-06-29T14:38:00.001+08:00

Pioneer test!

it was kind of okay. And my firelighting and rope ladder was okay only when i totally screwed up at time. >.< yups. But...

Thanks beaunice, luoting, catherine and the other wonderful peeps for your support!

After that, ms wee treated us to yami yoghurt which was really sweet of her. SO thanks! It was really nice and i had peach. I tried green apple from catherine which was good too. (: but it hin the toppings really spoils the whole thing...

Oh. and if you refer to Beaunice or Luo ting blog, you can see the WONDERFUL VINTAGE POLOROID we took! Its so cool okay? And we took it outside the public toilet! ooh... thanks a lot marie for helping us take and sacrificing your bus. :D

Haven't finish my homework. :( need to improve my time management skills...

bye.

summer holiday

2008-06-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

Hello. :D
its been a really long time since i posted. (: yups, really busy but not mugging. yesterday, i attended 4 hours of english tuition which was kind of boring. haha. then i went home to watch loads of tv.
hmmm... and i have not plan an outing to go shop... haha. cause i am super busy. pfft. and I still have loads of homework to complete plus the craft badge. going to watch a movie later with my family. Oh rite, and i have to do as much homework as possible so maybe i can go for patrol outing. :( really want to go...
Doing maths now. and i don't know what is a Venn diagram with lots of circle. hehe. I am so blur.
bye for now...

2008-01-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO :)

LIFE IS HARD

BYE!

UPDATED.

2007-12-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

this post is in memory of my hamsters boss oxnard who died on the 15 july and cotton who died today the 15 december.

you have brought me joy and love

throughout my deary days.

thank you for all you have done,

you'll be remembered always.

Pics of cotton...

i will love you even when you are gone...

2007-11-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

just came back...

my cam was spoilt. probably froze in the damn cold weather... so ppl who went PLS sent me the pics! kinda' cold there, so yar... look kinda' like a dumpling. my buddy is really nice and wad i think. hmph, rich. yar, so it's like i had the whole room to myself with a plasma tv, king-sized bed, own dressing table and a personal toilet. haw..haw... my buddy may have a little prob getting use to my lifestyle cos' it's weird AND SHE HAS TO WAKE UP AT 5.30! kays i am so sorry.

these are some pictures from the class gathering...

this is a little random. but the victoria boys are nice not like they are attractive but like a gentleman. * smile* brought laughter... and trouble.

okay, i am so sorry. to everyone. for whatever i did wrong. so sorry.

" forgive and forget" ---pls.

2007-11-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

BYE PEOPLE...

going to china... yea. so i'll miss guides session. Kinda' made cat yell at me. So cat: enjoy (: yups try to get some stuff. must be freezing there, Gonna' learn how to speak in PROPER CHINESE. haha... and i just updated my blog. XD

2007-09-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

STRESS OUTBREAK

is english that hard? YES.

is lit that hard? YES.

I hate LANGUAGE....

YOU better start MUGGING samantha quek unless you want to DIE.

jia you!!!! you too sijia... and zhen yi... all the best .

yups, i am freaking out!

YUM...i just ate chocolate. not lolly haha...

Alive...

2007-09-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

BOO! haha... just giving my blog some life. Its been dead, no, half dead.

Yesterday was SO nice. OMG. We went shopping at some mall where i forgot the name. The clothes and accesories there are like so nice... ehrm... cat, there are bags there too...you know. Don't kill me sia...but you had a nice lunch. Appreciate it =)

Then, we went for high-tea which was nice. Very international.... but quite local you know. Now, close your eyes and imagine a nicely cut salmon. Pink with lines of white fat. With a touch of greenish wasabi and light sauce paints your whole mouth with the aroma of the fresh salmon. Imagine chewing it before allowing it to slide gently down your throat, leaving a wonderful taste behind.

Yay! And we watched RATATOUILLE ! It was so nice lar. And Cute. Argh...to bad my hamster can't cook. See a garlic lying around and BOOM its gone. Its probably a beauty queen though. Grooming from day to night. but no really, it spent most of its time grooming.

I really miss life in school during this so " long" rest. Been slacking the whole way through. ehrm ... its a bit random. BUT yay! mrs lui going to book a chalet for the whole class. omg, can't wait for that day unless there is a change of plans.

the RAT that COOKs, the HAMSTER that EATS.

2007-08-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

Yups, today was nice, sad, nice, sad, fun tiring, fun, tiring...Aww...did you see the guides marching? It was so so so so nice...congrats. Yups it was so nice but i like the rifle. Yups, here are some stuff i want to tell some ppl...

abby> yups, you were rather great today, maybe too loud and shrilly (: Your hair was higher( nice). erm.. i had a hard time trying to figure wad bottoms you were wearing. haha. looked cute and weird on you.(sweet)

beau beau> boo! Boo! boo!

cat> yups, i saw them...and your fave senior. Should have brought a mirror and a camera so you can see how tight your mouth muscles are when you see them

continue next time...my mum's screaming.
argh... she is here!

2007-08-06T16:48:00.000+08:00

Life is so unfair.

Can't everthing be perfect for just one day? Maybe it was quite okay but doesn't feel like it. Why does everything have rules, rules and rules. Maybe not rules but requirements we have to follow. Why does MOE have to implent all sorts of stuff and give us stress?

Here are some RULES or REQUIREMENTS which i have heard...

1. Starting from school in the morning, we have to sit in index number. Isn't there freedom? isn't there space for us to breathe at least...Must the school make school a dull colourless emotionless place to study in? Condusive enviroment? An advantage?
NO
2. Lessons arranged in an order. This is not that bad but won't it be better if we could go in any classroom for any lesson we like with our besties...

sigh, no mood to go on...continue next time.

yes, and rosyth cahanged its vision and mission.

Old vision: Rosythians have the passion for learning, courage to excel with distinction, imagination to innovate and the heart to serve the community.

New vision: The school of tomorrow, today.

Old mission: Rosythians are commited to the pursuit of excellence through maximising our potential in the development of mind, body and soul.

New mission: Maximising potential through the development of mind, body and soul.

Isn't the new one so techno and short?! Prefer the longer one which sound more classic and homely like hat it used to be last time. Now rosyth sounds like a robot school where all the principals and teachers sre robots programmed with this motto -r.

Won't freedom and joy ever be set free from the binds of stress?

2007-07-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm callingLord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I amI am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in mewhom shall i fearwhom shall i fear i am yours

2007-07-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

P.A.D---posture, attitude discipline.

I finally found life in cedar and love in footdrills; guides but has yet to find joy. No one will understand what it means to lose joy cause it's like the emptiness in your heart which has yet to be filled...wonder when it can be found.

Kays, that was rather random. Today, i ran my first 2.4 km for napha. I sucked---clocked 14.22 mins. hmph, i think i will fail napha through incline pull-ups. Hate those. yep, today footdrills was so cool. We got the chance to go into a squad and march! Love footdrills forever. oops, i need to go homework not done yet. buhbye. (:

2007-07-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

Blessing---to be filled with joy and love

i think i lost my joy somewhere...and i can't find it.

yes, and and those who know who my manito is, pls help me tell her this:

sorry, for all those stuff ( don't question her too) and tell her to write a letter to me as a reply for the previous letter. thanks. (:

thanks for all those who knew about it and cheered me up ( esp. abigal and anger )

yep, but i still love and admire my manito and angel!

Angel> Thanks for all the letters, write to you soon!

I know all this things have long past but its memories have been deeply carve in my heart...

2007-07-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

This is rather random . yar, but this is my first racial harmony celebrations in cedar...it was colourful, very. Bleh, my costume this year was not very nice. wanna get the want where you tie the cloth yourself. does anyone know how to tie/ wear, which ever way you want...in my old school wearing traditional costumes make you seem like an " oddball " but here its like totally opposite O_0''' so weird...Does anyone want to go buy the clothes with me next year, if so pls tag! kays, i know i'm thinking so far.

Scary, yes it is. So chilly but nerve-rattling. First time i went up that woody cold stage. I freaked out...never mine. and i shook hands with the principal (her hands were cold too...) almost fainted. yes, and i think i would freak out even more if i did it again.

that was rather random so you can ignore it cos ignoring me is perfectly normal. (:

2007-07-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yikes! its out...never mine. Yay, i may be going back to Rosyth today! No point going back to Yio Chu Kang Primary :( all my teachers are gone and the school is pathetic, so little pupils but the brownies (cca) there is great. jia you yckps brownies! and for the ROSYTH BROWNIES, pls work harder...you guys slacka lot, saw ya' during thinking day, bleh. I think guides here still rock more, and yes, yours too jane. haha.

School is so, so boring. Slept through the whole bus journey sia and got scolded by the busdriver when i forgot to alight at the interchange :( Its a horrible day...Miss all my primary school life, fogot how to play basketball now, can't shoot that well...BUT i think i can touch the Rosyth's basketball net. lols...oops, gotta go, the bell rang...buhbye (:

DOWN

2007-07-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

A stone, grey, heavy going deep down...A rusty, rough, depressing anchor going down into the cool dark ocean to the sandy bottom where it thumps down in a sigh. Breathing its last breathe-dead.
"Emptiness-rejected, hurt, broken, NO WHERE.
Sweet honey rich in gold gliding down a waterfall-magnificient, dazzling.Onto the soft pool it falls surrounded by the new blossoms of spring and fresh, green grass.
"What more can i ask for?"
Life ever so extraordinary-an adventure. Venturing deeper into the deep, dark forests, through the heartless desert, into the vast lost ocean...Must life be like this? Setbacks, disappointment, mistakes...
"No, never." At the end of the road-PEACE

And i can't stand the pain,
And i can't make it go away
No, i can't stand the pain.

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on

As i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
how coild this happen to me?

2007-07-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

070707 is finally over...able to breathe now. Practising really took up a lot of time, so tiring. Omg, i don't know why i keep on crying after farewell (at home, at night.) Really dunno why...just miss the sec 4s so much. must have been passed to me by the other sec 1s, so contagious. but i really miss them , though i feel so silly for sobbing and farewell was like only 2 days ago. *sigh*
Did not take any photos during farewell...so sad. Though there were photos taken of the sec 1s in sunflower which i cannot post just yet. Today, i went to my manito's blog and felt so insulted. feeling so rejected, hurt and alone...just can't stop sobbing. wish someone would be there beside me comforting me. but this person has yet to be found so far only my stuff toy pammy does it...

2007-06-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

some of the pics we took during our enrolment ceremony...
Yeah, for sunflower!

Dunno :)

2007-06-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh...school is going to start and 3 tests coming up. So stress...Won't be able to blog for a long long time. buh bye blog, i will miss you for a while. Wish me rainbow luck for my tests (:

2007-06-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

I have been born, I have lived, I have loved and been loved, I have failed and succeeded, and I have forgiven. There is nothing more for me to do. I have become what I essentially was at birth, myself. I close my eyes and my soul transpires out of my body and takes me to a higher level of existence. I leave the pains of the world and embrace the wonders of what lie in front of me. A teardrop falls from my soul into the ocean, that is how it was created. I cease to exist.
--©Naresh Jhali
hi, its been a long time since i posted...maybe not that long. This hols is the worst i've experienced..argh..hw all day, if not busy doing projects. Plus this HOT,FIERY weather...its burning me...wish my hair was long enough to bun.guess I've made lots of ppl angry and feel weird...to those ppl who i did that to> so sorry. There are ppl who brighten up your day, really, like the bus driver who waited for me though i was like a few metres away and it had already drove out of the bus stop and said good afternoon to me when i boarded.so nice..to all those who chose to fly over the rainbow with me> thankyou! lurve you to milk and cookies! Oh yah..and ppl pls tag but pls do not flood it, it looks like a recycling bin now...To everyone> DO NOT GIVE UP HOPE! HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF! 加油!

My day!!

2007-06-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hi!! I'm back...kays being lame again..I don't think I will have time to post, or even if i have the time my mama will surely forbid me to touch the com. sigh...I really miss school.Though its been just a week. Just miss waking up early the fun to reach school before the sun rises trying to be earlier than badi...the recesses, the laughter, the love from friends and seniors..sigh, i hope school will start next week.Though there will be a whole lot of tests coming up.Must really jia you and study, if not my papa and mama will be disapointed.Like when I got 260 for my PSLE instead of 270+.Not that i am boasting , but they were really sad when my other friends whom i got better than during SA2 got higher than me and went to rgs. I need to go soon but before i go, I just want to tell my teachers , seniors and friends that i lurve you so much and i am very sorry for the times i made you upset....

2007-05-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

hi!What a day..so boring not Vesak day but a homework day where everyone coop at home and study. Sigh..I went to eat toast this morning (nice)haha..then some noodles in the afternoon.It wasn't very nice though. Probably because of the heat.The Sun is burning me out or more like KILLING me!OR baking me alive quoted from the comphre. 1A-ians should know..the one about death valley.i'm soooo busy..there's ike lots of projects on the run.Plus the sec 4 farewell rehersal!!! though it is quite fun..*giggle* this is my first post...dunno what to write.Kays, buh bye if not my mama will growl at me.